I put his danger on the line to help her but what i get was deceive and hidden agenda. I give my all and do what i think i should do and she doesn't care.
wad can i say?

LOVE IS BLIND~

I'm confused, is she the way i thought she is?

I'm scared, I'm upset, I'm disappointed.
I'm wondering... should I give my all to her again?
even not to her... but to others
I will hesitate now. I will think more now. Maybe it's not worth tat much anymore.
Me, I, Myself maybe more important, like what i learned.

Í envy, envy those tat can give all in for them. I jealous... why can't i find at least one that will. I thought i had. I thought... but now i dunno.

maybe good... but not close.
maybe concern... but not cared
maybe a company... but not always there.

maybe HE still the best.

--- Kathy